I miss how you were my everything. I miss how you were there and now more than ever I wish you were here. You turned your back on everything you believed in everything you ever promised. You left your friends family your home and you took others peace away. I know you took mine and 15 other people's hope for living forever together. But you were the glue to our unbalanced hectic life. Our hope our sanity and most of all our love a trust for other people. I wish I could go back to that so much but its gone. You took it with you. Thomas you left us with nothing but a beanie a necklace and memories. Did you give it to me for a reason or did you really forget like we all thought? I know I miss you and other people do to...i used to look up to you more than anyone. you were that ordinary average guy that everyone looked over but not me you were my hero, my friend and my sancturary. I loved you and I still do but there's nothing I can do anymore besides dream our memories and pertend like my life was perfect....Just like it was before that day so you gave me a good look at reality then... but you weren't the only one. You Alice and Ashley. You were that person we all needed..you were our father figure...And I know I miss that...I know Alice and Ashley did too, because after that they killed themselves...I'm the only one to keep the promise we all made all 17 of us...